sleep is on its knees begging for me
but i yearn to blog

tonight my baby left for Tekong...
to train to be a soldier
and fight for our land
once in his life
two years of his time
i have always wondered
why must he serve
coz he loves our land
and want it to be free to be free
hi-ah!
thats the song the army guys sing over there
well i changed the words abit
but hey i know the lyrics too...

can i stop missing him
probably no
i am sad i cant have my bf as and when i want him
coz his oath is as servant of the SAF
his life...to protect...our country and .... me

you know why im blabbering these stuffz?
im trying to comfort myself
talking to myself helps sometimes
but too much of it results in minor depression such as what i encountered yesterday and earlier today...
but love and laughter has proven to be a perfect remedy
those are blessings in life

ok i sound ridiculously pathetic
but i still have my dignity
so no big deal
there's ups and downs in life
face it...enjoy it...get over it...

junida is so afraid of going through life
alone at least

baby i cant possibly make it on my own without you
you are my strength
i hope you will stand by me jz as i will

gosh i shd really sleep now
gt to work tmr

outz...